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| 2010-06-02 01:43 |
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I know its been two days, or something, but I’m still frustrated.
Really frustrated. No, well, I’m angry. And offended. And pissed the bloody hell off.
Snape is a slimy fucking git and I dislike his presence immensely, yes, but I can overlook that. What I cant overlook is what he stands for, what all the other arseholes like him stand for. I just don’t get it, I don’t get it. Blood purity is complete and utter bullshite! It means nothing! There are plenty of people who are more talented than I am, smarter than me, hell, better looking than me (though there aren’t TOO many), who have muggle parents.
I have never gotten special treatment because of my blood-- I’ve never wanted it, either, though some of you probably wont believe that. What isn’t fair, though, is that people with muggle blood are treated like… second-class citizens, or something.
Hopefully, someday, we wont need to deal with this. Hopefully the magical community can just move the bloody fuck on, and my kinds wont need to think about this stuff-- or feel the same guilt I do for being one of the ‘special’ ones.
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| 2010-02-27 20:50 |
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((Set in James' fifth year, after Sirus has a fght with his family, and Regulus hexes Peter))
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I hate this. It's getting worse; its been going on for weeks. Sirius is miserable. I cant do anything to help him. Merlin knows I've tried, but its just... Im not able to. I know I cant fix everything, I do, but that doesnt mean Im able to forgive myself for not being able to. Its frustrating as shite.
It doesnt help that he's an IDIOT and won't leave them alone, either. They're too stupid to move on from him, anyway. It... well, of course I'd rather it be me. I guess I'm just a loser and too desperate for things to work out well for him. I'd do anything, I think, even if that sounds pooferish of me. But I would. He's my best friend.
An idiot, but my best friend.
And Peter, oy. I think I nearly peed myself when he said something was wrong. Thank Merlin he wasn't hurt that badly. Im angry as HELL, but I dont really know what to do. I think I'll let Sirius handle it? THat's probably not a good idea, but.... Regulus is a weird issue. I don't want to go after him (even though I DO want to go after him, the slimy little bastard), but even though Sirius 'hates' him, hes still his brother. I... well, I don't know. I wouldn't want to hurt Regulus, but only because Im worried it might hurt Sirius. Im probably stupid for that, but me being stupid wouldn't really be a surprise. I'm feeling like an idiot a lot lately.
Remus seems to be the only okay one. Hopefully it'll stay that way. If he goes off and gets himself killed by a Slytherin, I'm bringing him back to life so I can kill him myself.
Honestly! Its a VERY bad thing when I feel like I'M the only one that's responsible.
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I've decided. We're doing it this month. You know, the whole animagus thing? Yeah. This month. I don't want you going through it alone anymore, Moony, and I think we're about ready-- right? We'll just have to test it out and see?
And if I get stuck as an animal, please feed me leftovers from the Great Hall. Grass or weeds or whatever the hell it is stags eat would probably be gross.
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Lily Evans, you saucy minx.
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